Part one
I puke up the vomit of society I gulp down consumerism with dista… It’s a deceivingly potent cocktail But it looks oh so pretty with tha… I am intoxicated by it
I try to drink my gifted little cu… With a massive grin on my face Every time I look up and see her… I’m such a geek That I come here to sneak a peak
This and that. Work; where do you work? I’m work… Wednesday. 5pm. Closed eyelids Slumped shoulders.
Everything I hoped for You left me wanting more But now it’s different from before I want you now Like I wish I craved you then
This buzzing box This room I find myself in Pulsing, swarming, flashing lights… All around me All looking for something
Twenty six years old I don’t fit the mould But I’ve been happy I’ve been learning But I still have this deep damn y…
The genuine smile is such a miracl… It’s just a curve of the mouth But it’s so profound To create a change without a sound We all have such power
Fight or flight All my natural instincts Mind, body, soul You stole And you punctured a hole
Numb In my daily slumber Shaken awake by another dream How you caused me to stir Wide awake
One fine day This girl was like “Hey” “Take me to the beach” And I said okay! Now it’s been some time
My heart feels strange And you’re so out of range I was just smiling And now suddenly I’m crying I don’t know what to say
Sitting here In this ugly chair With my distant look and a ginger… My only fear Is you will never appear
How do I feel ..? My body aches as illusions peal aw… My stomach lurches and I can’t th… I guess I feel betrayed But woah, slow down
FUCK it’s ironic Like something chronic SHUCKS timing sucks When the truth comes out FUCK she’s hot
Wandering around with a giant siev… Filtering it all Filtering the toxins. cleanse. cle… Filtering the lies The thick lumps that could swell a…