I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have

Do you dream of me The way I dream about you? If they only knew... If you only knew! That life isn’t

Devastating is the realization That I cannot simply fly away To a place where skies are not gre… Where there is an easier way Of getting through another day

When you think That I’m staring off into space I’m thinking About space itself How space and time interlock

Eat the pumpkin Stupid parrot Stop mocking me And calling me names I hate playing those games

Drink your stupid drink Until you get sick Laying on cold tiles As dehydrated As you would be

Stars fall To the ground 'Round your feet Universes Collapse

If I had to wait Millions of years Unreasonable Serious Travesty

How can something so right Be so wrong In so many ways? At the same time? Concurrent sentence

If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time

Even when I wanted to run Straight for the hills I stayed here Taking my pills Pretending there are birds

Don’t ever tell me That I make you feel guilty You know I’d never try To make you feel guilty Am I supposed to feel guilty

Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking

Wondering why history repeats, rep… Into a muddled mass That just comes back Haunting us all Calculating

The rope is thin Burning your hands As you try to climb To the top You think