(2011)
#Patience #Time #Waiting
You swing on the trapeze With finesse With ease Not even the breeze Sways you
It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew
The rope is thin Burning your hands As you try to climb To the top You think
Do you dream of me The way I dream about you? If they only knew... If you only knew! That life isn’t
If I was a stone falling from you… As you were holding on For dear life Would you reach out for me? If I were a tall
If you even knew About me... Everything... As you said you wanted to... You might make assumptions
Trust Takes a long time To BUILD It takes seconds To distroy
Lucky as you are Individuality is yours Voice your thoughts Even if only to yourself Integrity
Dashed like salt Shaken from the shaker Sprinkled as a spice What did they say? Sugar and spice?
Honey mustard Paint me yellow Paint by numbers Two and three Never the right
Don’t ever tell me That I make you feel guilty You know I’d never try To make you feel guilty Am I supposed to feel guilty
Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing
I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have
If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time
I still don’t know What I should think What do you want me To think? Are we only friends?