(2008)
#Woman
Be honest with me And I’ll be honest with you Like I had intended to I always want to Be true
If you even knew About me... Everything... As you said you wanted to... You might make assumptions
When you think That I’m staring off into space I’m thinking About space itself How space and time interlock
If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time
Squeeze me tighter than tight Quietly seeking shelter Unlike the many nights I dreamed.… Each and every night Ending up the same way
Honey mustard Paint me yellow Paint by numbers Two and three Never the right
Do you dream of me The way I dream about you? If they only knew... If you only knew! That life isn’t
Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking
I have seen some Superficial people Who come out and say Exactly what they want All the time knowing
I find it hard not To just Run right over to You Not caring what
Devastating is the realization That I cannot simply fly away To a place where skies are not gre… Where there is an easier way Of getting through another day
It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew
Even when I wanted to run Straight for the hills I stayed here Taking my pills Pretending there are birds
Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing
If only it Were as easy As it is for everyone else Nobody is Talking to me