(2013)
Dedicated to Wyatt.
My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,
I am Amanda Laughman. I’m in band and orchestra. My favorite subject is social stud… My favorite color is yellow. I love jewelry and nail polish.
Come on, baby I’ll wait on you, try to run, try to hide, there’s a killer
You don’t know about him, but I d… He treats me better than you ever… He’s sweet and kind, the way you’l… And he loves me more than you ever… Why is it so hard to love two peop…
You can’t see the pain behind my s… I know something’s wrong, talk to… I can’t tell you I love you. It’s obvious, the way you act arou… You think I don’t notice you.
When can I see you Again? We only meet in the Hallways And outside before or after
Lighting the matches Sneaky arson at midnight Watching houses burn. The loudest silence No one talks, or even moves
He’s laying, on the floor, next to him is an empty bottle of whiskey,
Dancing in the night, Eating up what people throw in. It’s impossible for me To act like I’m invisible. I can destroy,
So many things you don’t know, like the way this Tightrope Ride burned me out too many times. The way I almost took the Highway To Hell,
Wyatt, I did so many things so you’d noti… I wore clothes I didn’t like, stuff I wouldn’t wear otherwise, but you still never looked over,
It’s nice, knowing there’s someone… You’re the only one who knows what… And I know you don’t know why I’m… But I loved being able to talk, a… No one else understands why I cry…
Renegade, rebel without a cause, rock goddess, Friday rocker, Saturday superstar,
His eyes are as blue as a sapphire… But they only sparkle for me. His smile is the sunshine, Sparkling off the waves. His hair is as black
I lay awake Waiting for you To call But you won’t And it’s