(2013)
Dedicated to Wyatt.
I wish I’d been there when you ne… I’m not with you now, but I shoul… You thought I was the one you wan… But I ran away because I was haun… You said I was beautiful, I didn’…
You told me I was scared of the fire, I chose to walk through it,
I am Amanda Laughman. I’m in band and orchestra. My favorite subject is social stud… My favorite color is yellow. I love jewelry and nail polish.
Dancing in the night, Eating up what people throw in. It’s impossible for me To act like I’m invisible. I can destroy,
It’s way too quiet without you her… The words of everyone, they don’t… They don’t seem to notice you’re n… I’m caught, their looks like a tra… You don’t care that I miss you, d…
Save me, I’ll be waiting for you to show up at my door,
My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,
Lighting the matches Sneaky arson at midnight Watching houses burn. The loudest silence No one talks, or even moves
It’s nice, knowing there’s someone… You’re the only one who knows what… And I know you don’t know why I’m… But I loved being able to talk, a… No one else understands why I cry…
I enjoyed every second with you. I loved watching you, being with y… You’re a really funny person. You’re quite interesting, you knew… I loved being near you like that.
Come on, baby I’ll wait on you, try to run, try to hide, there’s a killer
What did you think I was doing al… You never knew, although you sat r… It was all for you, but you wouldn… You never saw me cry, or at least… You could have helped me, you were…
Didn’t think I needed you, didn’t think I deserved this, didn’t want this to happen, what am I to do? You didn’t think about this,
You can’t see the pain behind my s… I know something’s wrong, talk to… I can’t tell you I love you. It’s obvious, the way you act arou… You think I don’t notice you.
They say you can’t fight fire with… but I would. Because my flame would rise higher than yours could. Because you would be damned, conde…