(2013)
Came to me while reading other poems on this site.
Save me, I’ll be waiting for you to show up at my door,
Watching you... self-destruct, it hurt me as much as it’s hurting you, I took down
They say you can’t fight fire with… but I would. Because my flame would rise higher than yours could. Because you would be damned, conde…
Making it hurt, making it bleed, until I feel nothing at all. I just want
Renegade, rebel without a cause, rock goddess, Friday rocker, Saturday superstar,
When can I see you Again? We only meet in the Hallways And outside before or after
You can’t see the pain behind my s… I know something’s wrong, talk to… I can’t tell you I love you. It’s obvious, the way you act arou… You think I don’t notice you.
I enjoyed every second with you. I loved watching you, being with y… You’re a really funny person. You’re quite interesting, you knew… I loved being near you like that.
Didn’t think I needed you, didn’t think I deserved this, didn’t want this to happen, what am I to do? You didn’t think about this,
I wish I’d been there when you ne… I’m not with you now, but I shoul… You thought I was the one you wan… But I ran away because I was haun… You said I was beautiful, I didn’…
They said, broken wings, shattered dreams, fractured heart. I said,
Dancing in the night, Eating up what people throw in. It’s impossible for me To act like I’m invisible. I can destroy,
You said I’m funny like that, but I know it’s not true, You’re only saying that so I’ll laugh,
My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,
Lighting the matches Sneaky arson at midnight Watching houses burn. The loudest silence No one talks, or even moves