(Manic musings)
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
Adrenaline Infiltrates my veins Ignites my brain Dulls the pain No barriers remain
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
You’re on my mind a lot. I’m not sleeping well. I dreamed about you last night. It was a very vivid dream. You were very much alive.
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
Desperation For clarification A slight indication For differentiation Between real occasions
