(Manic musings)
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
I wish I could spend forever with… I wish you could be with me in eve… I know you’d be there for me when… You know what to say when noone el… When I want to be alone, I want t…
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
