(Manic musings)
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
I wish I could spend forever with… I wish you could be with me in eve… I know you’d be there for me when… You know what to say when noone el… When I want to be alone, I want t…
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
i wanna be weightless faceless uncatagorically shapeless
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,