(2013)
Will probably add to this, just a few lines i thought up.
#Confused #Depression #Feelings #Questions
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
Desperation For clarification A slight indication For differentiation Between real occasions
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says