(2013)
Will probably add to this, just a few lines i thought up.
#Confused #Depression #Feelings #Questions
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
I found my haven amidst my hell. Blinded by the thick fog; seeping… Deafened by the howls of hell’s ho… Suffocated by my surroundings; I… The time for meekly meandering aro…
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
Desperation For clarification A slight indication For differentiation Between real occasions
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
i wanna be weightless faceless uncatagorically shapeless
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…