You live on in my mind
Written: 03/02/16
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
Desperation For clarification A slight indication For differentiation Between real occasions
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
You’re on my mind a lot. I’m not sleeping well. I dreamed about you last night. It was a very vivid dream. You were very much alive.
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?