The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…