Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different

My fingers gliding across the keys In a race to keep up with My wayward thoughts Drifting through me head Things demanding to be out

Here is the thing Before you came along I was doing just fine I knew the score My days all had an order

Guarantees a long painful death ...

As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life

Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness

Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust

Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle

The blank page stares back at me Mocking me with his taunting glare… The hands on the clock ticking - t… chanting, “Failure, failure, failu… My mind is frozen. I’m blank.

You hide behind your big smile But I know you wear a mask And I see the lies you hide I see the scarred fragile soul Cracking beneath the weight.

Looking in the window I’m frozen in place As I watch the scene inside I’m looking at the woman Who claims to be an outsider

Peering into the window The scene beyond the glass Brings tears to my eyes The pain burns in my throat As I hold back the sobs

I’m exhausted No fight left My lids so heavy Rocks mark my eyes No tears left

A little boy tugs at his mothers arm while she ignores him. Tears springing to his eyes he wonders why.