Sympathetic stares linger On my crumbling face As tears attack Streaming down my cheeks Breaking through the depths of my…
I thought I knew What was love That I would recognize it When it came to the door Greet it with open arms
A fluke encounter Letter after letter Turning me inside out Each new exchange Giving me
Guarantees a long painful death ...
Time ceases to exist Vanishing from my mind As my worries cry All the things I can’t control Throwing me back
Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust
Here is the thing Before you came along I was doing just fine I knew the score My days all had an order
My ceiling is dreary The white paint Paled from the years Flaking and peeling I stare morbidly content
Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing
Starting Over There are no words The silence stretching between us As we struggle to breach the gap Our breathing labored
Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different
Unhappy thoughts Replace my good mood Sending my heart fluttering Angrily against my chest Demanding to prove their worth
My fingers gliding across the keys In a race to keep up with My wayward thoughts Drifting through me head Things demanding to be out
Disappointment is everywhere I lo… It is in the faces of those I adm… And shown in their actions I wish I could fix everything All the hurt feelings
I don’t know where to start Too much to say So much more to lose I know what I am risking But I don’t have a choice