"Relapse"
There is this monster who lives in my head.
He talks to me softly, he secretly wants me dead.
He tells me this time I’ll stay in control.
He tells me not to let anyone know.
He convinces me that no one cares.
He whispers this pain is to much to bear.
He tells me how wonderful I will feel,
He tells me he loves me, he claims that its real.
He tells me not to call on anyone,
My heart starts to race,
but he tells me it’ll be fun.
He tells me not to think of past times.
He promises I can do it just once this time.
Who is this monster that calls me by name?
Forces my thoughts into darkness, madness, and shame
His name is Relapse
and he’s waiting oh so patiently to
re start this forever game.
