"The Needle"
Why do I think putting this needle
deep in my vien
is going to take away all of my pain.
Is avoiding my issuees,
just going to make them all go away,
or are they still going to be there
when my high is gone the next day.
Can i get any lower?
Im already touching the ground.
Why is getting back on my feet so hard
the pain to my body is almost nothing,
for i am emotionally scarred.
why does it feel like im sober when im high
and when im high i feel sober
why cant this affliction just stop and be over.
wrapping the belt around my arm so tight
euforic sensations create develish delights.
my high came fast with little pain
but my once sunny days
are nothing but rain
rehab couldnt seem to stop me,
i wanted to get high
but i do what every addict does,
i cheat steal and lie.
Crazy to think after all these hard times
that voice still says go ahead give in one more time
There comes to a point
where you scream the word NO
im drawing the line.
the needle hooks you almost everytime
Looking back now
If i could go back in time,
I’d refuse its temptations
and live an addict free life.
Drug addiction
