Asbestos
Realize what I once told myself
Vowed I’d never live in self doubt
But thats what’s circulating me
My shadow lurking following me
I realized that I took an oath
To never drink, have sex, or smoke
But I’ve broken that oath
And I feel broken
My walls are black
And the tar is glue
Stuck to my ribs
Growing asbestos
I’m too cancerous to live
But I just want to live a long life
In the short amount of time that I’ll have left
