The idea of staying in this perman… Is terrifying me to pieces I’m self destructing Think that you’re the only one for… I know I was just some fun for yo…
Funny you think I’ve been partyin… But I don’t need your undying 'lo… If you really cared you’d look for… You’d see it in yourself and you’d… Funny you think that I have chang…
I’ve never been one to speak my mi… I seem to have always been tongue-… I know exactly what I want to say My words just don’t seem to come o…
Still by the the sea I hear seagulls laughing at me Mocking my misery They can tell that I’m in pain So why can’t you do the same?
While you hold her in your arms, I’m at home holding a bottle of pi… While you tell her how important s… My father is telling me I am usel… While you’re smiling into her eyes…
Silence suffocates me My mind won’t shut up And it’s all I can see These thoughts pass through Like lighting in my veins
There’s a lot of bad things in thi… And it’s easy to lose sight of who… There’s a cancerous disease eating… But nobody knows because if I don… Then it’s like I’m not diagnosed
Is anybody out there? Why are you all hiding from me? Have I done something in a past l… To make me feel so lost? Do I deserve what I’ve been faced…
You asked me today why I look so… I couldn’t tell you why Because you wouldn’t have cared All of this stuff is just small ta… You’ll ask me a question
I don’t feel as if I’m moving on But something seems different I’m a happier more vibrant soul I guess the tar has disintegrated I don’t feel like I am strong
A better person– That’s what I want to be A new religion, a brand new start Hoping for a better heart It’s frustratingly hard
Forever in your debt I see Crying while you’re up on me Earlier that night I drank My bitter heart it tasted great Look in between the lines
I don’t want to come out and say t… But you’ll be fine and happy for m… And then you’ll get depressed You’re sad for things that never h… And you’ve got that crazy look in…
I scratched my luck away on a tiny… Fifty dollars richer but what did… That’s not the luck I needed It’s not what I had an itch for To feel your fingertips caressing…
Gleaming eyes make there way towar… Working hard all day on dreams Gotta make a bigger dollar To make it out of what I’m under He glances up, so young and fair