I always thought after high school… I am different But I thought it would be better Better than this everlasting lonel… Better than this pain I feel ever…
I dream and dream Of something big not Sure what it is Could I be already dead? Cold and hostile
Until you have seen every jagged c… You cannot say I am paranoid You have no idea what it is truly… Fear Knowing that the men who hurt you…
Did I make you proud? All the needles have disappeared Did I make you proud? I swear I’ve turned my life aroun… Did I make you proud?
Forever I gaze At your amazing face Your beauty is so unique Elegant stares and daring glares And your hair is shiny sleek
I can’t tell if I’m crying becaus… Or maybe it’s a combination of the… You say I’ve developed an attitud… But I think it’s just the choice… You thought I wouldn’t move on
I tend to write depressing thought… and usually that’s how I feel But I’m a happy soul And I’m very lucky To experienced the life that I’ve…
Empty words suppress my mind No rhyme or reason and every time They think I’m joking or I don’t… But I’m not a rock and I am doing… I can take it all on as what it is
Lights go out So I lay my head Push aside the extra sheets on the… I’m cold but hot and feeling terri… The squeaking of the bedpost
Now I’m walking the pier and I’m… Nobody’s near me but I can feel y… Wrapping it’s arms around me I hear the wind But it’s all so silent
Panic and paranoia Ask me why am I here? I’m sorry... Would you miss me? If I just dissapeared Defaced, no face
Hope is a funny word Everyone tells you to have it But how do you know if you do? How do you know if you’re choosing What is right for you
Dyed in a wool Scared to begin Purple skin and eyes blood red Now look at your toes I see 12 not 10
I’ve never really understood what… To find that person and within a m… You just know they are different,… You share the same views and inter… Not knowing this person
Sick and cruel These are the words I would use t… Men that I’ve met My coworker, my ex, my teacher You would think where I was so yo…