Child to an adult One’s frozen needs affect all Can’t let the love go Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light

Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for

A fading flower Vulnerable conditions A human compost

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Shallow grave control Sideways an easy way out You dare surrender

Pieces of my love Taken for a life recharge Discarded when done

Only memories Words to promises to lies The memory’s world

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end

Butterfly woman Lemonade & blood stained floors Sour reunion Girl full of honey Wake before the rain of hurt

Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light Love peeled like dead skin

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

Alone yet crowded Paradise don’t let me down Crowded yet alone

Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away