my ma stuck that knife in me straight down to the hilt. she treated the knife like a nail, and treated her fist like a hammer… i pulled it out, bit by bit,

i miss being a kid when the saddes…

staying alive is the most terrifyi…

i want to fucking tear you apart just to breathe in the smell of the blood that i tasted in your mouth. everything looks rosy right now, and i want to cleave you as sudden as the smile ...

“who ruined winter for you?” “i did.”

i don’t want to grow up but god, i can’t wait to get older…

trying not to cry in the holiday i… my mama said something mean again

i’m asking you to sunbake me, politely. i want to melt into the cracks, like earth-ending dinosaur juice.

i think i do my best to be good wh… it’s not shaped for my kind of rag… it has no place for sickness, and… i drown in it, i suffocate in it. paradise is not a hospice, but i a…

sometimes i wonder what god is. she’s the gentle hand and the draw… those flash floods and the never e… she lays the bricks and then turns… they tell me,

we’re dogs at your door, but i’m a mutt and he’s a purebred… he wants the bed and i’ll take the… it’s whatever you want. i’ll be whatever you want.

i flick the lighter on, on, on off. a useless fidget, one that turns my thumb gray and r…

please don’t leave me. you swing your legs, sitting on th… we used to climb it a lot after sc… are you saying you’d miss me? you… yes, fucking yes, i would.

is it too late to admit i loved yo… even through it all? summers over, but i still feel it on my skin.

you’re alive and you’re young, healthy and hygienic. you’re sick and you’re dead; my walking corpse bride. love, stop leaving me!