you tell me what to do and i lose… i swallow down the anger with a pi… i count to five watching the fire… before pressing it down on my thig… my friends keep getting worried,

i’m kind of nervous you don’t love… and isn’t that hilarious? when i was so damn scared in the b… that you would love me at all.

i love you and isn’t that it? isn’t that a slur? to say i love you, when your father spilled that

part 1: horror i loved her, but oh my god, it was so, so bad. we were the campfire stories in th… that was us, and that’s what we st…

i’m building sentences like lego w… but they just aren’t clicking. i’m trying to find just one way, t… the mindfuck i’m going through. it’s not clicking in their brains,

i wasn’t really my mothers child, i was her idea of a child. but, unforgivingly, i wasn’t. i grew up like kudzu; over the lam… i went so far as to grow over the…

he kissed along my scars and asked… i tangled my fingers in his hair a…

i love you, so hurt me. ‘cause that’s how love works, right? make me cry,

i’m not entirely sure i’m alive, s… saying that makes me seem crazy or… maybe i am, maybe it matters, but i don’t really think it does. you have your hands on my thigh.

there’s a swarm of vultures overhe… something is dead.

i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?

“do you still think i’m pretty?” i… mascara running down my face, lips…

i’m busy with bruised legs covered… i’ve got my black boots kicked up… on a hot swing set in the backyard of a church that doesn’t want me. i’m saying fuck, getting familiar…

i love breaking your heart. call me a sadist, i don’t particul… i’ll reel you back in like a trout…

sometimes i wonder what god is. she’s the gentle hand and the draw… those flash floods and the never e… she lays the bricks and then turns… they tell me,