gore
my bones scream to escape this skin,
to tear through my flesh and force my eyeballs out of my skull with a wet pop!
then to let them dangle by their pink, fleshy strings.
my teeth are too big to share this space with my tongue,
and my tongue is too large to fit into my throat.
they threaten to choke me out, to fall down my airway and let the trapped air blow me up like a balloon.
my shoulders are expanding like wings and with it,
my hunger.
the acid burning through my stomach and singeing my gentle muscles, dripping down through my body.
my insides are rotting and shriveling.
my bone marrow can’t take it anymore,
the constant production of blood for dead organs.
my body screams to burst through.
to find its way out, out, out.
onto the scratchy carpet.
when halsey said "im bigger than this body" i felt that and thats why she was my gay awakening
