#Love
when the ash settles down and you… wild and dancing, you see blackeni… you see the ending of it all and i… the way it dances and beckons you… the way you wish it would.
i hope you know that you’re still my favorite hiding place and through it all, you’re still my favorite secret keeper
i love you and isn’t that it? isn’t that a slur? to say i love you, when your father spilled that
i’m building sentences like lego w… but they just aren’t clicking. i’m trying to find just one way, t… the mindfuck i’m going through. it’s not clicking in their brains,
i’m dissecting you with a scalpel… i’m slapping you on the rack, reac… pulling out your intestines and di… doesn’t feel so good, does it?
and if the doorbell scares you we can hide in your mom’s closet hand in hand i’ll try and be brave for us and if the man turns the corner
he kissed along my scars and asked… i tangled my fingers in his hair a…
i love breaking your heart. call me a sadist, i don’t particul… i’ll reel you back in like a trout…
i buried my childhood in a cardboa… i wrapped it up in a stained white… it’s sitting in my old backyard, s… it’s really sad when i think about… so i just don’t
i’m sick of people telling me they… and then reach for the knife lodge… just to twist it. fuck you guys for that. fuck me for falling for it.
i’m waiting for the good part, i’m praying real hard that it’s st…
staying alive is the most terrifyi…
“be thankful to god for bringing y… god had no part in what i became o… he was a callous bystander, a watc… he watched me cry and then drowned… god watched me start wars and lose…
i’m not entirely sure i’m alive, s… saying that makes me seem crazy or… maybe i am, maybe it matters, but i don’t really think it does. you have your hands on my thigh.
i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?