she carves her name in my thigh wi… i let her, looking down at her fro… while she sits there on her knees… i tell her i love her and she just… she’s known because she always kno…

sometimes i wonder what god is. she’s the gentle hand and the draw… those flash floods and the never e… she lays the bricks and then turns… they tell me,

i don’t want to grow up but god, i can’t wait to get older…

“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.

i love breaking your heart. call me a sadist, i don’t particul… i’ll reel you back in like a trout…

he kissed along my scars and asked… i tangled my fingers in his hair a…

you tell me what to do and i lose… i swallow down the anger with a pi… i count to five watching the fire… before pressing it down on my thig… my friends keep getting worried,

part 1: horror i loved her, but oh my god, it was so, so bad. we were the campfire stories in th… that was us, and that’s what we st…

i love you, so hurt me. ‘cause that’s how love works, right? make me cry,

but i don’t think you were ever built to be a mother, and i never learned how to love you without it burning me from the inside out. i was raised to trust you through every betrayal and...

i laughed out loud. the world didn’t implode.

i miss being a kid when the saddes…

i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?

i love my dad; he makes me sad he cries in work trucks, i cry in bathrooms. he likes to soothe burns with ice… he also likes to stay still when b…

everything is muffled and clean wh… i have bathed in dust and soil, an… i lay on your cool kitchen tile an… a constant reminder that i’m here,… but now with me here there is mud…