sometimes i wonder what god is. she’s the gentle hand and the draw… those flash floods and the never e… she lays the bricks and then turns… they tell me,

you smell like chlorine, she tells… you smell like sunscreen, i tell h… guess we both smell like chemicals… yeah, i say, hand darting out to l…

there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.

there has got to be something fuck… that would ever make you look at m… “yeah, i want to love that.” and there has always been somethin… that keeps hoping someone will cho…

i love it when fading sunlight hit… lighting up my eyes and every line… then, i start understanding why i… but, when it’s not dawn or dusk, i’ll close the blinds and curtains…

insomnia, violence, puncture wound… a razor, eating your organs raw, a… impatient, obsessive, humiliating.

god lives in a church. so, i’ve been breaking their stain… trying to figure out which one he’…

i flick the lighter on, on, on off. a useless fidget, one that turns my thumb gray and r…

i am the parasite and i am the hos… i’m cold and my hair is falling ou… i haven’t eaten in awhile but my t… no one knows how to pull this hung… because i am the sickness and i am…

i’m spilling red wine on your whit… it’s on purpose, just so i can poi… look! we match ‘cause my white shit is already st…

“who ruined winter for you?” “i did.”

we’re dogs at your door, but i’m a mutt and he’s a purebred… he wants the bed and i’ll take the… it’s whatever you want. i’ll be whatever you want.

i’m waiting for the good part, i’m praying real hard that it’s st…

i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?

sit across from me, with no space in between. chest again chest, and our legs folded awkwardly. wrap your arms around my neck,