Can I just tell you?, by Sanityy Check

Can I just tell you?

I am so sorry

Because I love you

and I couldn’t tell you.

But how could I?

You were never really mine to begin with...

How could I be so stupid?

Letting myself get that close

So close -

what an idiot I was.

loving you

missing you now..

And now you have her

and I’m left here all alone.

Now that I’m leaving

maybe I have a chance...

To meet someone

To forget about you

because that’s all I want.

to forget.

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I knew that thIs would happen That this day would come That I would have to stand here And pretend to be strong But there are no words

This isn’t something I’m good at Not something I understand But honey They’re not gone They’re right beside you

Its not real I’m faking it all This smile you see Its only there for one reason So that people don’t ask

I love the sound I love the way it smells And the way it feels There’s this magic about it How it washes away

Just maybe You’ll understand that Playing these games They get you nowhere Open up your eyes lovely

Don’t be afraid of me I promise that one day you’ll see The reason why I’m closed The reason why I hide Its not because of you

When you can feel it inside The sadness You feel it bubbling up You don’t want to do anything But you’re dying to do something