Reason, by Sanityy Check

Reason

Don’t be afraid of me

I promise that one day you’ll see

The reason why I’m closed

The reason why I hide

Its not because of you

Or them

I’m just tired of the pain

I’m just trying to stay sane

But whatever I do

Its never enough

So what do you want from me?

When will you see

I can’t do everything...

Just let me hide

Please

Just close the door

I knew that thIs would happen That this day would come That I would have to stand here And pretend to be strong But there are no words

I love the sound I love the way it smells And the way it feels There’s this magic about it How it washes away

This isn’t something I’m good at Not something I understand But honey They’re not gone They’re right beside you

Its not real I’m faking it all This smile you see Its only there for one reason So that people don’t ask

Just maybe You’ll understand that Playing these games They get you nowhere Open up your eyes lovely

When you can feel it inside The sadness You feel it bubbling up You don’t want to do anything But you’re dying to do something

I am so sorry Because I love you and I couldn’t tell you. But how could I? You were never really mine to begi…