for the day....., by Sanityy Check

for the day.....

I knew that thIs would happen

That this day would come

That I would have to stand here

And pretend to be strong

But there are no words

For this ache that I feel

I hoped this day would wait

And that I would have more time

But time doesn’t wait

And coins wouldn’t help

Everything that seemed so important

Now so obsolete

And I knew you’re watching over me

Somewhere so far away

I guess now the only thing to say

Is that I love you

And good - bye

When you can feel it inside The sadness You feel it bubbling up You don’t want to do anything But you’re dying to do something

This isn’t something I’m good at Not something I understand But honey They’re not gone They’re right beside you

I am so sorry Because I love you and I couldn’t tell you. But how could I? You were never really mine to begi…

Its not real I’m faking it all This smile you see Its only there for one reason So that people don’t ask

Don’t be afraid of me I promise that one day you’ll see The reason why I’m closed The reason why I hide Its not because of you

Just maybe You’ll understand that Playing these games They get you nowhere Open up your eyes lovely

I love the sound I love the way it smells And the way it feels There’s this magic about it How it washes away