(2013)
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
Running through a forest Of never ending trees And everlasting green Some people fall And some turn back
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
People walk Down the streets, Seeming happy As can be, Or maybe sad,
The air conditioner blows On high And the sound Reminds me of small monsters. A clattering starts
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
Sitting on the bed And sometimes laying down The chill from the AC Is too uncomfortable I recoil from the breeze
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
My sudden bursts Of depression Are like a typhoon Flooding a small island Or a hurricane
I’m like a broken plate That you threw on the ground Because you were upset But no matter what you do You can never fix it
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act