(2013)
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
I want to be the one You tell your problems to, Because no one else seems to liste… I want to be the one Who understands you,
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
Scars on legs And scars on arms Incisions on bodies And stitches for sealing Cuts and scrapes
My sudden bursts Of depression Are like a typhoon Flooding a small island Or a hurricane
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
Long thin lines Across skin Placed there Upon day’s end Old ones pink
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
I’m like a broken plate That you threw on the ground Because you were upset But no matter what you do You can never fix it
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something