Worry is in my heart Who is going to be here? Who is going to leave? Who will hurt me next? What will hurt me next?
You know, It’s so hard, The pain I have endured, It’s like having broken ribs, It hurts every time you breathe,
I see you in the mirror sometimes, I find you lurking in the shadows, You are so sad sometimes, I feel you all around me, I know… I feel the desire to be who you on…
My face against the window pane, All the tears that i have cried, They fall from the black clouds th… I’m screaming inside to ease the p… I’m freaking inside to hide the pa…
I’m tired of being hurt, It’s like a constant battle, No matter where I turn, I’m betrayed or left behind, My heart can’t take much more of t…
Even though your are one of the bi… I am hurting today, You are my everything, You are what brought me out of the… I met you and you turned my world…
Where no one can see, Where no one goes, The lies, The hate, The hurt,
What happened? Why would you do this? Was I not enough? Did you not care anymore? Did I get old?
You hurt me time and time again, But yet I forgave you and stayed… You know why, It’s because I love you, I love you with everything in me,
Looking through my eyes, Into a parallel world, Seeing myself, Feeling pain, Feeling like nothing,
I want to cry, I want to scream it loud, I want to fight, But my heart has been broken one t… I want to be somewhere I know tha…
I feel them, They’re all around, Invading the very air that I brea… Trying to destroy me, Trying to kill me,
I feel my heart racing in my chest… I hear it beating in my ear, But yet I feel like I have died, I don’t know what I’m feeling, You said you wouldn’t hurt me agai…
Hate is ingraved in my skin over m… The word hate isn’t just skin deep… It is also ingraved deep in my hea… This hate isn’t like any other hat… It isn’t toward anyone,
A long time ago I finally stopped… for monsters, Because I began to realize that t… They were inside me, All the monsters that I was afrai…
