This never happened
2004
Words are scattered around
my limbs, they dont ache
though Im struck by this wall of sound
and the bricks just wouldnt break
Dont I deserve some attention?
Im doing my best here alone
Go and show your intention
Go and throw the first stone!
Youre getting so much older
but Im getting wiser too
I dont need your scraggy shoulder
Cause I walk in my own shoes
But youre the greatest, and I always fail
and Ive always hated to be on your trail
Screams are scattered
my lungs soak of dirt
but my hope is not shattered
though you left me here hurt
Dont I deserve your affection?
Grief stricken stumble over my feet
I gotta get rid of this evil infection
till they day when we will meet
Youre getting so much better
in the things you do and say
but Im better in the latter
despite of my rage and decay
You are the greatest sister of all
And I wont have any blisters from this free fall
Cause my limbs are now scattered
on the ground, safe and sound
and it never really mattered
if I was lost or found
Now Im found in a pool
of ink and blood
My last words fool the fool
but they deify my God
I know that it hurts
but you can still save your grace
Go and mark these words
On my weathered grave
This never happened to be a curse -
The last were meant to be the first.
