June 11th, 2023
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
