It’s not the familiarity
It’s not the loneliness
It’s not the memories
It’s not the safety
It’s not the comfortability
It’s not complacency
It’s not settling
I want to get to know you all over again
I want to feel your presence and the feelings that you bring
I want to make new memories that are better than before
I want to be your shelter in the harshness of our storms
I want to be your home of safety and for you to be mine
I want new experiences with you, to bask in our energies divine
I want you and only you
I need to be better, for both you and for myself
I need us both to face our issues, not let them collect dust upon a shelf
I need to look back on what brought us here just as much as what made us smile
I need to learn to save myself and that may take a little while
I need to give myself the same amount of love I have to give to you
I need to shake things up a bit so I can see us through
I need to recognize my worth again before we can reunite
It’s not want I want
I need
I need you in my life