June 13th, 2023 One can dream
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out