June 12, 2023 I can wait 1000 lifetimes for you
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
