June 12, 2023 I can wait 1000 lifetimes for you
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now