A torn heart and a shredded soul
A torn heart and a shredded soul,
Its enough to make a man crawl into a hole,
A lover lost and a best friend,
A love gone never to be heard from again,
The worst pain even more than a sword,
Just disappeared without a single word,
But found again after three long years,
Though for a moment a quick glimpse,
Somethings missing now can’t even get near,
A torn heart and a shredded soul,
Still throbs like a fresh wound,
The heart still longs can’t see an end,
She was more than a lover She was my best friend,.
Watching from afar while memories are still fresh,
longing for that touch, that look, that gentle kiss.
No matter where we’re at or who we’re with,
Although unspoken still the pain exists.
Longing to run my fingers through her silky hair,
listening to old messages just to hear her sweet voice.
Holding on as if I have a choice,
Your out there I know you are,
I’m sitting here patiently watching from afar,
When the timings right I’ll make my move,
I’ll find out if my best will be enough for you.
But for now A torn heart and a shredded soul,
fighting that urge to crawl into the darkest of holes,
Never a word not even a hello,
As if we never even loved at all.....
(2014)
