#Americans #Jews #Women
Driving me away is easier than saying goodbye– kissing the air,
I sit at my desk alone as I did on many Sunday afternoons when you came back to me, your arms aching for me,
The poet fears failure & so she says “Hold on pen— what if the critics hate me?”
I hear you will not fall in love w… because I come without a guarantee… because someday I may depart at wh… and leave you desolate, abandoned,… If that’s the case, what use to be…
‘Death is our eternal companion,’… —Carlos Castaneda My death looks exactly like me. She lives to my left,
Boswell– you old rake– I have tri… your style; but it is no use; my d… all between my selves: and though… make endless notes and jottings th… my memory– it is in vain– for in t…
I try to keep falling in love if only to keep death at bay.
Because I am here anchoring you to the passionate darkness, you gaze out the window at the light.
For a long time unhappy with my man, I blamed men, blamed marriage, blamed the whole bleeding world,
Books which are stitched up the ce… Books on the beach with sunglass-c… Books about food with pictures of… Books about baking bread with brow… Books about long-haired Frenchmen…
Unable to bear the uncertainty of the future, we consulted seers, mediums, stock market gurus,
You call me courageous, I who grew up gnawing on books, as some kids
Next birthday I am thirty-six, & formed (for all intents & purposes) in tooth & claw.
I was sick of being a woman, sick of the pain, the irrelevant detail of sex, my own concavity uselessly hungering
There is only one story: he loved her, then stopped loving her, while she did not stop loving him.