(I don't like you)
(2001)
*nickname given to me by an abusive ex.
#Abuse #Anger #Goodbye #Sadness
Different level of thinking. Afraid of knowing. Afraid of being known. Afraid of my eyes and being seen. A joy it would be to walk around i…
I’m in love With the idea of you. Moments I’ve pieced together And called a relationship. I only know part of you.
Only when I see you again, will I… To touch you will remind me of us… I’m scared to kiss you. Will I grab your hair as feelings… As they creep,
I let you go. My love that may never return. You don’t write, Text, Call or
Familiar song in different keys. Every time I hear it, it sounds a… Makes me feel exactly the same. Takes me to a time when life was b… A song that changes with time but…
You have my heart. When you’re ready, You’ll give me yours. Neither one can commit to something more.
You love me with liquid courage. Why? I tell you I love you without any… Rejection is not a worry. I love you.
New pictures on my wall That you’ll never see. No longer coming around To be with me. Only you can make them colorful.
Run my fingers through your hair. Hold your face in my hands and Just stare. Stare into your deep blue eyes. Your eyes are the ocean that calms…
Immediately comfortable. You actually made me laugh. I fell for your smile. The long awaited kiss That led to more.
I can go on without you. Days can pass before you cross my… Except when I hear our songs. They take me back To everything I ever felt for you…
If I were to compare our love aff… To a sunset, I’d point out how beautiful and po… Revel in the majesty and feelings… The ending is obvious but as you e…
I miss you. I try to find the words. More elaborate, Romantic, Profound.
I asked and waited... I held my breath. Imagining scenarios and replaying… “Are you IN LOVE with me?” susp… Then, a reply...
Surprisingly I’m not sad. I’ve already mourned you. Pined for you. Wishing you were mine. Goodbye is a formality