(I don't like you)
(2001)
*nickname given to me by an abusive ex.
#Abuse #Anger #Goodbye #Sadness
You have my heart. When you’re ready, You’ll give me yours. Neither one can commit to something more.
Familiar song in different keys. Every time I hear it, it sounds a… Makes me feel exactly the same. Takes me to a time when life was b… A song that changes with time but…
I let you go. My love that may never return. You don’t write, Text, Call or
I’m in love With the idea of you. Moments I’ve pieced together And called a relationship. I only know part of you.
I still think of your skin. Of your lips on mine. I still miss your kiss. Your hands on my face. Our fingers entwined when we’d mak…
I miss you. I try to find the words. More elaborate, Romantic, Profound.
I asked and waited... I held my breath. Imagining scenarios and replaying… “Are you IN LOVE with me?” susp… Then, a reply...
Only when I see you again, will I… To touch you will remind me of us… I’m scared to kiss you. Will I grab your hair as feelings… As they creep,
“Can I keep you?” I said. “For as long as you want” he repli… It wasn’t til later I realized I… “What if you change your mind?”
You love me with liquid courage. Why? I tell you I love you without any… Rejection is not a worry. I love you.
I hate you as much as you hate me. You ruin everything I have. I’m so ready to move out. I don’t want to be around you as m… I’m sorry I woke you up.
Immediately comfortable. You actually made me laugh. I fell for your smile. The long awaited kiss That led to more.
One passionate night. My mind sings “Now or never.” If I asked to rape you, would you… To become a mesh of lustful skin With not so innocent kisses in bet…
Different level of thinking. Afraid of knowing. Afraid of being known. Afraid of my eyes and being seen. A joy it would be to walk around i…
Will you miss me when I go? Beg me to stay? What will you do when you need me? How alone will you feel? The love you always wanted