Delusioned
Love it when ya got it
need it when you don’t
give it all up
I just won’t
I’m enhanced by the effect
It prevents thought of ones whom I’ve wrecked
Don’t know how it even started
I’m in to deep now
So to hell with all the how’s
It’s a done deal I’m beginning to believe
I think it all began by being a bad seed
So I feed it day to day without fail
Bogged down by the vicious cycle
that’s taking me straight to hell
At this point I’m so full of confusion
Am I still doin it for the pain that I’m trying to numb
or because I’ve let addiction overcome
I don’t know anymore
I’m tired of searching for answers
There no signs no nothing
I’m dealing with monsters
How do I change it now with such a weakness of the mind
Should my hopes for a good life be left behind
Won’t somebody tell me something
Anybody
