So Be It
If I could die,
Let me die knowing,
As I sit here thinking,
like you let them there wondering.
When you have numbered my days,
Were you aware of me?
When you have let them on me,
Were you controlling in there?
Have you recognised my strength?
I am the witness of my life.
If I loose control I am my own saviour.
Beneath me here lies what you know.
Who knows what I mean in– when I mean it– in what I am meaning.
If you see me somebody save me.
If you know me somebody guide me
My days are bound each to each by nature.
If I die because of somebody’s liking
It’s what you have planned.
If that should be
So be it.
(2015)
