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#Fuck #It #Jenay #Jenboben #Lack
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
I never thought I could crave a s… Like the one that sits across your… Distinctly scraped from the corner… Made in depths of dreams and forei… Its own presence, reflecting galax…
She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
Whenever I’m alone, I stay smiling, Counting the stitches sewn, On 100 thread count sheets, Wishing for rain,
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.