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She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.
Flying out of the nest, At sixty mph, Four hours—without rest.
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…