observation
#Anxiety #Cigarette #JenJenay #Short #Smoke
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
Flying out of the nest, At sixty mph, Four hours—without rest.
She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
Whenever I’m alone, I stay smiling, Counting the stitches sewn, On 100 thread count sheets, Wishing for rain,
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.