Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
Whenever I’m alone, I stay smiling, Counting the stitches sewn, On 100 thread count sheets, Wishing for rain,
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
