#Between #Dreams #Happy #Jen #Jenay #LastNight #Uplifting
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…
I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.