observation
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,
I never thought I could crave a s… Like the one that sits across your… Distinctly scraped from the corner… Made in depths of dreams and forei… Its own presence, reflecting galax…
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,